which kinds of love without hurt? (7)
continue yesterady….
after half years, I came back gz which already become parts of my life missing extremely ,wherever i went.
he invited me for dinner as i came back. he said i growed up and mature than before. he appealed for getting alone with me again for two times. for the first time, i refused, for the second time, I burst into tears.
afterward, he explained to me why he did not choose me as he divroced. on account of he thinked me was young so that had time to wait for him. therefor, he put me in the last position within all his relationship with the ladies. he asked me to wait for him in two years, he would let that lady alone at all events as soon as he earned mony and his business been well.
In the first instance, i felt nerous about thins, whether his words was ture or not, it was worth believe? . my heart became tender. however, when i reminded my nightmare, my intuition told me there is a big boast fraud , i had to be awoke and should not continue to addict to it with no have result in my life. once i remembered ,he together with that lady. i felt a thorn in my side.
and yet, i started to scandal about him face by face. some harsh sentences, for instand, he depended on that lady for living, sell himself by money. and i contempt for what he did before. while he listened to this , his face turn blue, i knew he was face saving and was indignant at it .
In the sequel, he did not answer my telephone at all and closed at 10.if he was with me , he must leave before 10. i was too anguish about this , when he had his wife, he did not arrive at home at 10 . because of that lady bought new car to him. he have to arrive at home 10 before. one day, on impulse of it , i got mad and tracked him , i got blessing of my god. i found out the place of them and his two cars was smashed by me at parking lost. at the result, i catched by the police and detained one night. i knew deeply it was stupid of me to do this . the next day, he nevertheless came to police station taked me out of it . we became of falling out in the police station. at length , he spoke to me ,” we are finished, i did not want to see you any more.”