which kinds of love with hurt? (6)
continue yesterday….
at the moment , I felt the bolt from the blue come to me. you konw, i can’t grumble before, because i was mistress and he have family, even then,I made a fuss of him at all events and followed him at all costs, I neither do any scandal to him nor interfere in his family. In that lonely days , I suffered both anguish and torment. I can not rase the lonely day in that home.why he so ruthless giving me up to with that lady, that’s unfair. In addition, it is hardly incredulous of that he divoced with his wife toward that lady. eventually, I kicked up arow to him, we separate inasmuch as we had no way of stoping the argument between us. I chose give it up.
In that hard time, I locked myself in the room for threes months and i wept bitter tears constantly . during that times , my life is not like a normal person, I did not go out of the door anything but buy a heap of food putting in fridge. afterward, l left that place and came back home, when my sister saw me, she was statled to see me looking so thin and did not believe is me in her eyes. I had been to many cities, but wherever i went, my mind all was his shadow and while i remember him, i would lose my mind . i took it for granted that i called him and sent a messages ,owing to i cling to the hope that can with him one more time as well